It's been a while.

I'm SORRY for not posting more often.... wow I just apologize. Life is so busy right now!

Snowboarding was great, we had a wonderful week, I got to bond with my sweetie again, although he totally whips my ass at any sport, snowboarding is no exception!

Lily is being a little terror, she is getting so big. The tantrums are really kicking in but it is to be expected and we have started to be able to deal with it all better, and when she is not having a tantrum, she is great. She can communicate great now, just like a little person!

Ok now here are my overload!

My little emo kid!

Getting herself messy at Christmas!


I just love this picture. She loves Daddy and Daddy loves her!

The face of innocence!


Me snowboarding!


The pretty scenary!

Kevin, Me and Greg.

Me without any makeup.. =/

My sweeetie pants!

Love y'all, Lauren

I love New Mexico.

& snowboarding...

and Kevin.

Wow.

Sorry this is not going to be a long blog just saying hello from NM! It's great here I love it, I wish it snowed in Texas. NO FAIR!

I willl update with pics when I get home.. love to all, Lauren

Lets talk politics.

Your Political Profile:

Overall: 40% Conservative, 60% Liberal Social Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Personal Responsibility: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Ethics: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal Defense and Crime: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal

How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?

I guess I could go either way, I have such a.... varied opinion on things.

I have NO idea who I'm going to vote for, good job it's not all coming to Texas just yet.

I am super excited to vote though, I mean, I've never got to vote in a big presidential election before... and I am just a total dork!

I guess we'll just have to see how it all turns out... and who impresses me most. I think I will be a democrats voter - but I have not decided which policies I like most yet.

Update! Vent.. :S

Sorry I am so super crap at keeping up with this.

I have just been way busy. Monday we leave for snowboarding... a week of fun.. yeah hopefully :)

Well anyway this morning Kevin and I had a super argument and now hes away out to work and he hasn't called me and I can't call him cause I don't want his cell going off I don't know what time he was getting his break today... it'll be over now anyway.

I feel super bad.. but I was justified in what I was saying. He thinks its easy for me having to stay in all day every day with a clingy toddler who is getting more and more difficult... he thinks I don't want to go out to work or want to go out to college... but no.. I'm thinking of US and whether we can manage to afford to go to college. So that Lily isn't without anything... so that Lily might have a sibling.

But to him.. everything I say is for me and it's not the case. He just goes out to work every day... and sure he works hard he missed 13 months of our daughters life but it's not just him in this family. If I didn't stay in with her we'd have to pay for childcare all the time... sure he's on a E4 paywage now but its not all that much for all of us....

Plus I do whatever the fuck he wants all the time (pardon my french). I am just annoyed that he thinks I'm lazy and don't want to do anything...... anything but that.

Ugh ok sorry for the vent I'm just upset he thinks that of me... and now I feel bad for shouting at him but I wanted him to ring me on his break because he usually does that... and he hasn't.

I want it to be fun when we go away not some sort of thing where he is sitting there going "oh yeah and it was me working that is the reason for us getting away on this" sorta thing. I know he wants the best for me but I WANT to go to colllege but I am trying to think of our family.... :$

Ok.. sorry for the vent.

Love y'alll <3